Charlie Hebdo

There’s nothing I can say to add anything to the general outpouring of grief and anger at the murders that took place within the Paris offices of Charlie Hebdo yesterday.  It’s frightening though.  Acts of violence beget acts of violence. Ordinary people of Muslim heritage, in France, England and elsewhere must find it hard to get on with normal everyday life, interacting unselfconsciously  with neighbours and colleagues.  Those who fight extremism with their computers, pens and pencils may now think twice about the consequences of words and images intended only to provoke thought and debate.

I liked very much an article by Owen Jones in today’s Guardian.  He reminded us of the Oslo bombings, and the murder of dozens of young Norwegians about three and a half years ago, and pointed out that in the main, Norway responded with calmness and humanity.  No bloodbath followed, with faction set against faction.  Somehow though, things seem different now, with arguments about religious extremism set centre-stage throughout Europe. Will France be able to manage the calm and dignified reaction the Norwegians achieved  a while back?

In the community where I lived in France, there was large Muslim population, largely from North Africa.  Many had decent jobs, friends from a range of backgrounds , and were fully integrated into local life.  But in an area of high unemployment, they were often among the most likely to be jobless.  Whole blocks of council housing had only Muslim tenants, and they stuck together, supported each other.  They seemed to me to be quite vulnerable.    I wonder how things will go for them if anti-Muslim feeling rises in the aftermath of this week’s events?

Today, in France, religious leaders from all faiths met and prayed together in solidarity.  Implacable political opponents Nicholas Sarkozy and François Hollande met at the Élysée Palace to share thoughts and ideas, where however,  they were not joined by the increasingly popular and outspoken Front National leader Marine le Pen.

It feels as if we’re at a crossroads.  Do we join with those who, despite their differences, come together to seek to unite communities? Or will the violence, quite simply, spread?

From 'Je suis Charlie' Facebook page
From ‘Je suis Charlie’ Facebook page

Twelfth Night

Twelfth Night is a bit of a grumpy day for me.  Nothing festive happens.  It’s just the day for dismantling the Christmas tree, packing baubles and Christmas wreaths away for another year, and reading through Christmas cards from old friends for the last time before they’re taken off to some recycling point.  The house looks sparse and bare, and maybe in need of a spring-clean.

I think of Emily over in Barcelona. She’s not at work today because Twelfth Night is Epiphany.  It’s the day on which Spanish children at last get their Christmas gifts, because the Day of the Three Kings is when legend has it that the Magi presented their gold, frankincense and myrrh to the infant Jesus.  As Emily points out, the main downside to this late arrival of gifts is that this is the very last day of the holidays: school tomorrow, and no time to get to play with those new toys.  Still, today is another chance to party and enjoy a family feast.

Our caganer is clockwork.  He does back-flips.
Our caganer is clockwork. He does back-flips.

It was Emily who may have been responsible for our finding ‘el caganer’ in our Christmas stocking this year.  If your Catalan isn’t up to translating this, let me explain.  It means, um, ‘the crapper’. El caganer is a little fellow in Catalan costume, squatting with his trousers down, and defecating.  Why?  Well, he’s a traditional part of Catalan nativity scenes. Maybe he’s a fertility symbol.  Most people these days prefer the idea that it shows that great or small, we all have the same very basic needs.

Caganers on a market stall.  Anybody you recognise here?
Caganers on a market stall. Anybody you recognise here? (Wikimedia Commons)

So these days at any street market, you can buy caganer figures who represent the Pope, the Queen, Barack Obama, a whole range of footballers – any personality you can think of.  And they’re just the same as us.  Even if it’s Twelfth Night, I don’t think I’ll pack away our little ‘el caganer’ just yet.

Galette des rois, courtesy of Wikimedia Commons
Galette des rois, courtesy of Wikimedia Commons
A dusty miller.
A dusty miller. (Wikimedia Commons)

And when we lived in France, Epiphany was the start of the Galette des Rois season.  As guests anywhere, you’ll be sure to be offered a slice of this almondy pastry confection.  Part of you wants the good luck of being the person to find the ‘fève’ within your slice.  This used to be a lucky bean, making you king for the day.  Nowadays it’s a small china figurine, and maybe quite collectable.  I’ve just been looking unsuccessfully for our little fireman ‘fève’: goodness knows where I’ve hidden him .  The downside of finding the lucky bean though,  is that it’s your turn to make the galette next time round.

Parts of Europe seem to be having fun.  Ho hum.  Here, it’s all too easy to be aware that there’s January to get through before we can think of the days lengthening and the arrival of Spring.

Snowdrops and the promise of Spring

A bright January sky
A bright January sky

Today, I rejoined the human race.  For the first time since before Christmas, I got up, got dressed, looked out of the window – and wanted to be out there, in the bright and frosty sunlight.  Malcolm’s recovery is a good day or two behind mine, but I hope that he too is on the way up.

I wasn’t up to a hike.  I wasn’t even up to a stroll to the village shop, only a mile and a half away in West Tanfield.  But I was up to a riverside amble, particularly when it meant coming upon little clumps of snowdrops on the woodland floor, already unsheathing their white faces to greet the winter sun.

Snowdrops push above the leaf mould
Snowdrops push above the leaf mould

If the snowdrops are out and about, truly, all’s right with the world.

 

 

Bored now………

There are quite a lot of life-changing illnesses that I’m glad not to have personal experience of.  And in the great scheme of things, ‘flu isn’t a big deal.  But in our own little world, it has assumed a far too important place.

Here we are, more than one week on, and for both of us, day-to-day life is defined by what we can’t do, rather than by what we can.  No energy to eat, which is as well, as we have no energy to cook (‘cooking’ in this context, means boiling an egg).  No energy to get out and enjoy the frosty sunshine.  No energy to keep the house tidy.  Not even the energy to read anything but the most appreciated old favourites (thank you, Donna Leon, for reliably transporting me this week to the sights, sounds, smells and flavours of Commissario Brunetti’s beloved Venice).

We’ve both got what it takes to cough, loudly and constantly: we bark our way through morning, afternoon and evening, finally shutting up when sleep overtakes us.  Talking makes it worse: not that we have much to say after our long-enforced house arrest.  Maybe later I should find the energy to throw away all the uneaten Christmas treats that we didn’t have the foresight to freeze once the ‘flu took its stranglehold on everyday life.

Maybe later today I could resume my Spanish studies.  I’ve been learning on-line the last few weeks, though much good it did me when Miquel came to stay: well, how useful is this?  ‘Las tazas son feas’ (the cups are ugly):  ‘La niña duerme cerca del gato’ (the girl sleeps near the cat).  It wasn’t the stuff of fascinating conversational gambits.

Bits of gossip reach us from the world beyond our front door.  That other friends had equally ‘flu-blighted Christmasses.  That local seasonal gatherings saw the guest list diminish, thanks to ‘flu,  from 20 friends or so to merely 7.  That even households in far-flung Birmingham and Norfolk have not escaped.  That even America is in the grip of The Epidemic.

So we can continue to feel sorry for ourselves, secure in the knowledge that at least we’re not alone.

Some fellow-survivors called by yesterday, and left us some of these. They haven't kicked in yet.
Some fellow-survivors called by yesterday, and left us some of these. They haven’t kicked in yet.

Oh, and by the way.  Happy New Year, dear readers.

In which nothing works out quite as planned….

There's a rainbow on the  walk to the gravel ponds - before the lurgie set in.
There’s a rainbow on the walk to the gravel ponds – before the lurgie set in.

We’d been looking forward to this Christmas, our first in England, and in our own home here,  for some years.  Son and daughter-in-law planned to come from London, and Emily was arriving from Barcelona, bringing her boyfriend so he could enjoy his first English Christmas.  The Bolton Posse were also booked in for parts of the time.  We’d spent time making things ready for a real family Christmas …. and then the day before Christmas Eve, I got a cold.

Only it wasn’t a cold.  I kept on giving myself severe talkings to, and pointing out to myself that a hacking cough and a swimmy head could all be kept firmly under control.  Then, at a neighbour’s Christmas Eve party, I passed out.  And had to be helped home and put to bed by the family.

The next day, I wasn’t up to anything.  Everyone had to turn to and cook and prepare – which actually they didn’t mind at all.  I somehow got up for Christmas dinner, which I couldn’t bring myself to eat. I was going to bow out before I put too much of a damper on things when Malcolm too succumbed and retired to bed …. where he has remained, and has refused food for several days.

It’s been such a disappointment.  I don’t think we were guilty of setting the bar too high, of wanting an unattainable Christmas ideal.  We just wanted time together, having fun in a low-key kind of way.  In fact, the rest of the family has.  And I too have been able to join them for some of the time.  So long as I don’t move around too much, I can join in the games we’re all so fond of.  ‘Bananagram’ has been the all-out winner: at most times of the day, you could find at least a couple of people hunched over alphabet tiles, competing to construct their grid of connected words.  But we’re keen on ‘Scattergories’ too, and ‘Balderdash‘, which involves writing definitions for words nobody’s heard of,  alternative plots for long-forgotten films, and unlikely explanations for various acronyms.

Bananagram game in full swing.
Bananagram game in full swing.

None of this would do while Catalan Miquel was still here of course, so there were plenty of card games, and, for those with steady hands, the chance to construct increasingly wobbly wooden towers in games of ‘Jenga’. But I don’t know what the poor bloke made of our Christmas -in-the-sanitorium.

The family pronounced themselves satisfied with this low-key celebration.  But for both Malcolm and me, still nowhere near to feeling healthy again, it’s been a bit of a let down.  And it’s not just because of Christmas. Today, we should have been setting off to drive to Laroque, to spend New Year with our friends there.  We’re simply too ill to consider driving the 1000 mile journey at the moment.  Let’s hope we can delay our journey by only a few days.

 

In the bleak midwinter….

Winter sunrise
Winter sunrise

Winter has arrived.  It’s taken its time.  We’ve been accustomed to mildness, and lots of mud.  Suddenly though, sunrise has been that rich blazing orangey-red, with vibrant yellow, that seems to arrive only on very cold days.  And Jack Frost has been amusing himself by designing complicated patterns on car windscreens, making sure they’re good and hard to scrape off by a would-be early driver.

Our iced-up car
Our iced-up car windscreen.

Last Friday, we travelled over the Pennines to Bolton.  The hills were, for the first time this year, covered with snow.  We even had the mini-adventure of battling through a mini-blizzard.  And the next day, we travelled back.  Cars slithering and careering wildly, or worse, along icy roads, closed our usual road home: instead we diverted across bleak moorland via Todmorden, Mytholmroyd, Hebden Bridge, Howarth and Keighley – a real Wuthering Heights landscape, meeting only very hardy sheep for much of the way.  These were the views.


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Pub grub

I’ve never been one for an evening down at the pub.  When I was younger, I hated going out to meet friends there, for all it was a rite of passage and part of growing up.  The smell of cigarette smoke, mixed with that of alcohol and under-ventilated space  was the first downer, and then there was the problem that I didn’t – and still don’t – like beer.  If weaker, to me it tastes of soap, and if stronger, of iron filings.  What, really, was the point?

Over the last few years, pubs have had to re-invent themselves.  Now that beer is cheap(ish) and cheerful at the supermarket, and now that people can relax at home in front of ever larger TV screens, fewer and fewer people want to dig themselves out of their cosy homes simply to go to their ‘local’ and have a drink with friends.  So some offer Quiz Nights, or the chance to watch the Big Match on the Big Screen.  Many many more have given up the unequal struggle and simply closed for ever.

Some though are doing well because they’ve chosen to offer good food, and those are the ones we like these days.  The area we’ve chosen to live has more great pubs than seems entirely necessary.  There are at least four within very easy reach.  Get talking about matters of food when you’re out with your friends, and everyone will have yet another favourite haunt which they’ll insist you should try.  What all these pubs have in common is cosiness.  They’re warm and welcoming: muted colours and old oak furnishings, and often a slightly idiosyncratic lay-out which guarantees you a degree of privacy whilst also enabling you to people-watch .  At this time of year, there’s sure to be a log fire flickering in the corner.  Cheerful young staff will whisk you to a table as you arrive and summarise the ‘daily specials’.  These pubs tend to have a limited range of dishes on offer, but that’s because the menu is designed round what’s available on the day, for that day.

There’s beer to drink – of course there is, it’s a pub after all – but these days there’s a decent wine list too, although the mark-up’s way beyond what we got used to in France.

So we’ve traded treating ourselves to a ‘formule’ at some local French restaurant, sitting outside and relaxing  under the welcome shade of a large umbrella in favour of a cosy hour or two over a meal in front of the fire in an English pub.  And do you know –  they both have their special charms.

Here we are today at the Freemasons Arms in Nosterfield.  Not a bad way to spend a Sunday.

What a difference three hours make……

Since we Yorkshire folk are from the Pennines rather than the Pyrenees, we’re inclined to make more of a fuss about steeply climbing roads.  The main road from Thirsk to Helmsley is the notorious A70 via Sutton Bank, and no sooner have you left Thirsk than the warnings start:

  • 25% gradient ahead.
  • This way for the alternative route for caravans.
  • Last year, 74 HGVs marooned themselves on the slopes… and so on, and so on.

Certainly, it is a dizzying climb, with the patchwork fields of the Vale of York laid out far below.  Then suddenly, you’re at the top.  You’d have to be in a real hurry not to park and get out for a while to enjoy the view, as we did twice today, once on the way out, and once on the way back.  It’s winter now – not long to the shortest day – so these sunset scenes  were taken at just after 3.00 p.m., a mere three hours after we’d climbed upwards, only shortly before midday.

Eeh bah gum, it were grand.

Stir up Sunday

A Christmas pudding surrounded by brandy-induced flames.  Wikimedia Commons.
A Christmas pudding surrounded by brandy-induced flames. Wikimedia Commons.

I hope you made your Christmas pudding today, the last Sunday before Advent.  It’s more or less obligatory.

Once upon a time, if you were a good housewife of the parish, you’d have been kneeling at your pew in church as the vicar intoned the words of the Collect for the day:

‘Stir up, we beseech thee, O Lord, the wills of thy faithful people…..’

‘Stir up?  Stir up?  Oh, goodness me, I haven’t made my Christmas pudding’.  And church service over, our good housewife would scuttle home and make it.  She’d assemble dried fruits, suet, flour, rich dark muscovado sugar, cinnamon, cloves, eggs,  a bottle of barley wine or some other hooch, grate an apple and some lemon zest .  Then she’d tip all the ingredients into a bowl, and gather all her family around to stir the pudding too, and make a wish as they did so.  Then she’d spoon the lot into a pudding basin, firmly tie a greaseproof paper lid over it, and steam it for 5 hours or so.

On Christmas day, she’d steam it again.  She’d heat brandy, pour it over her pudding,  then set the alcohol alight  and bring it, flaming bright,  to table with a jugful of sherry sauce for all the family to enjoy.  We’ll be doing that too.

Stirring the pudding mixture and making a wish.
Stirring the pudding mixture and making a wish.

Today I went walking as usual with Ripon Ramblers, and told them I’d be making my pud later on.  They thought I was frankly bonkers.  Everyone, it seems,  plans to buy their puddings.  I don’t care.  We’ve had fun measuring, mixing, stirring and wishing.  The pudding is steaming as I type.  This is the recipe I chose this year.  The kitchen’s smelling pretty good at the moment.

Three Christmas puddings, waiting to be steamed.
Three Christmas puddings, waiting to be steamed.